Uncertain

Who is okay with their future being uncertain? Who is confident in feeling constant uncertainty?

I know at the beginning of this quarter I was so frustrated and scared and doubtful and all of this and all of that with being uncertain. But now, I think I'm okay with it.

I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what job I'm going to get. I'm probably going to live at home for a year or so before I move to a big city. I might feel like a failure. I might feel doubts.

So many feelings are flooding me right now - nostalgia, hope, fear, sadness, excitement, curiousness, doubtfulness - just to name a few.

I am so uncertain about what job I'll be at, when I'll be moving to a big city, how I'll survive without my college friends, how I'll budget, where I'll be and for how long, who I'm going to be friends with - everything. I am so uncertain about everything in my future.

But, I'm ready to face it.

Good luck to me.

xx